I have really no purpose as to why I am writing this post, perhaps I just want to vent.

I don't know why this week has been emotionally draining for me, when nothing is actually happening. I've done my arrangements for Spring term, all I needed to do was study. As you know, I have been trying to work a bit harder for my upcoming test, and this means that I work a little bit longer than I used to in first term. Yet, I still have time for a wee bit of swimming and dancing, which is pretty balanced I guess.

Note to self: Don't ever fast on the day you are going to do an intense swim session. I fasted to replace my fast in Ramadhan last year, and I had a couple of snacks for Iftar (I had to do it during a lecture because Maghrib here is at 4.41pm), then my session is at 6.30pm, and I subtly threw up a bit.

Then the worst thing happened at the end of my session, my legs cramped. Not only one, but two :)

It was so embarrassing because it really hurt but the coach was trying to get me to come up and told me that it's not life threatening, while I was crying in pain. I've never really cramped during a swim before. And I'm just really glad my arms are strong enough to allow me to swim out of the pool when my legs are pretty much dead.

I went back home feeling pretty bad about myself but hey at least Tony said that he's impressed with my timing.

I really don't know what else to say, just that I am pretty bummed this week for these minor inconveniences. But also, I'm grateful that most of my major problems are settled and I'm gonna settle these minor ones one step at a time.

:(