maybe God knew it was going to be a bad day

so He made me see you at the parking lot

as I swerve and call your name

and you nerd out about your run last night

me with my egg wrap

gleefully smiling on the inside

because even though we only have a few more days 

to see each other

i am finally getting to know the real you

did you think i did not squeal

when you tell me the truth

of your presence on Mondays

it’ll linger in my headspace

for a long, long time

But the truth is,

my efforts at work weren’t fruitful

i am indeed slow

the bitter pill is hard to swallow

but at least i have that tough love

to do better next year

But I will miss your stares

i wonder what you’re thinking

when i turn around and see you stare at me

You’re not afraid that you’re caught

I’m not sure if this is a blip or a forever thing

but one thing’s for sure 

you came at an awfully great timing

when we’re off to our new future,

together or not,

at least i am reminded of this phase.