To feel or not to feel?
6:55 AM
If you can't read the image, I got an offer to MRSM TGB. And with a heavy heart, I accepted the offer reluctantly.
So where was I when I heard this?
I was out with my mom at Paradigm. My mom wanted frozen yogurt to treat her sore throat so we went to Moo Cow. Suddenly, my mom got an abrupt message and I quote in English, "CONGRATULATIONS! YOU HAVE BEEN OFFERED TO MRSM! PLEASE GO TO *INSERT SOME LINK* TO CHECK FOR DETAILS"
I was almost ordering my yogurt and I pretty much squealed at the cashier. Nevertheless, I ordered the yogurt anyway because you can never forget about food even in the midst of a breakdown. Since I have a phone with no cellular data, I had to go to this shop nearby called Crazy Potato. So I pretty much pleaded to this random dude to give me the wifi password (dengan tak malunya) (although tak beli fries dia). Thankfully, he gave me the password so I proceeded to the link.
And the service wasn't available.
You could imagine how amped up I was and how that crushed my feelings.
Well anyway, as I was going to watch Robocop, apparently Durrah checked so I pleaded her (see this is my beggar day) to check for me.
So after watching Robocop, she replied
you got tgb.
Alhamdulillah, I got in what I wanted.
But wait, reality check here, that means I will have to leave right?
No, no, no, no.
Bought some irrelevant stuff at Sephora (I don't even need it since I'm leaving anyway) but I just had to release my anxiety.
So I printed all the details.
Went for a jog at Taman Aman after that, as a stress relief thing.
That's when I realize.
I will miss everything. I will miss how the cold air seeps into my skin when I run here. I will miss how when I look down all I see is the route going backwards as I am going ahead of the world. I will miss the pain when I run too much when I use the wrong running shoe. I will miss those scribbles they have on my school wall. I will miss my school. (more on this later) I will miss people playing badminton happily while their kids watch them in awe thinking "hey I'm gonna learn how to play like my daddy one day." I will miss the sunset as it peeps through the LRT track when I run in the evening.
This song's melody pretty much describes how I feel right now.
I love every single one of you. I will leave, but my heart lies here in PJ forever.
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