Tomorrow is one of my most dreaded exam: FINANCE 1.

Remind me again why I chose Finance as an optional module in the first place? Oh right, because I wanted to get out of Economics, thinking that I would be "better-equipped" and more chance to get in the Finance Department.

Well, I hate to say this but, um this sis and Finance is not getting along.

But anyways, I just needed to have a short ranting session really because I kinda miss writing and not writing about my life makes me sad because I am vain and my story NEEDS TO BE HEARD. Cues I'm So Vain by... whoever sang that song.

Also, after literally 9 months of planning and getting rejections here and there, I have finally come up with a

summer plan.

Today is a historical day (30/5/19) as I have finally gotten a rough idea on what to do in summer.

I got an offer to be a freelance writer! This is really exciting as you know (whoever you are) (I am 100% sure that right now I am the only viewer of this blog, unless you're one of those randos who found this blog because of the scholarship or Kumon article, if so, Hi!) I love writing, I've been writing since I was a CHILD and getting to be a writer is a huge confidence booster for me because wow, somewhere out there, a company has faith in my writing. So I am happy about that really, and the best part about it is that

I GET TO GO HOME.

I still won't be home for raya though. I was really thinking of not going back home this summer but that would mean, I won't spend a lot of time with my mom aka my best friend because really we spend most of our time together and being alone kinda sucks. It's a different thing really because I have friends who miss their boyfriends and what not, but yooo people really undermine Long Distance Family-ship and Friendship like who are you without your family and friends? I genuinely thought my friends back home didn't really think about me that much but one of them was asking about me if I'm going home and it's amazing how one message can change your whole summer plan. So yeah, after looking at my mom's virtual sad face after announcing my plan to stay and my friend questioning me about going home, I finally decided to go home. I was just thinking, since I did not apply for an internship at home, where can I get the money to go out to spend time with family and friends?? Then this freelance writing opportunity came up and I was delighted, now I can go out without having to seek for financial assistance from my family. It really sucks when you're already in your 20s and you need to ask money from your parents. So, not having to work a 9 to 5 job and getting some income is a blessing. Thanks Allah!


Okay but fr tho I need to start working on yet another second past year question and discuss the monstrosity that is Option Pricing with my friends. See you guys soon! (when I'm not really ranting) (I think)