I have succumbed to white-people activities!! Aka lying around when there's SUN.

I guess I see why, they barely have had any sun, it's been cold for the past few months. And it's exam season anyways, so we will need a good relaxing session.

I just had my econometrics exam today. It left me shook. So shook that I left feeling reaction-less, but interpreted by everyone else as being happy.

It kind of reminded me of when I did my Add Maths SPM paper and it was really tough that I cried after that, naaah man Econometrics is something else but I'm a lot more chill.

I think I realised the importance of going with the flow, and trust Allah's process.

Which I really struggled with. My heart feels full and that I know that whatever I did on that paper, I did my best, at least try to, and I shouldn't have any regrets. And that whatever the outcome is, it is my best and I shall move forward.

I was just talking to my mom earlier about how last year I really despised where I'm at and now I'm working at this place. With my new job and all, I feel quite accomplished and much more mature and productive. At least I know I'm going to leave this uni with some people-skills.

Destiny can really change things and I am a lot happier because I finally put my trust in Allah's plan for me. The wind is really nice today as well. I like summer here because its not scorching hot, there's some nice wind blowing and I guess now I see the appeal. I literally just made fun of people who do this an hour ago and now I am one of them. I really should stop being judgmental, to people and myself.

Life's a lot more easier when you know you have Allah with you.