Hey guys,

As per, I always want to write every inch of detail on my life here. But unfortunately, this won't be a good one.

I have been feeling like I'm in a funk since my International Economics test. I thought it was because I did it badly, or that it's nearing the end of term, but I was just not feeling it, you know.

And I think I've mentioned somewhere that I didn't realise I was sick, and during revision it didn't really impact me. All I did was drink a bit of honey lemon and that's it.

Well, the flu came back and I am as sick as ever. I feel like at this point, I keep getting sick every month and there is nothing I can do about this. I also believe that it's winter flu because god, it is really cold here.

And this flu kinda sucks because I am tired all the freaking time. But I'm trying my best to start doing some work.

I'm going back home on Sunday, and I would really appreciate it if my body and nasal system would be normal by the time I get back because

a) The assignments that were meant to be done by this week had to be done during the time I'm back home

b) Home can be distracting, and I am afraid that I will be in more of a funk. Here is my plan when I'm back in Malaysia:

Monday - arrive home, sleep for the whole day to recover from jetlag

Tuesday - plan out spring break

Wednesday - last day at home - assignments!!

I will try and wake up early to go for a swim and continue studying at the library (need to pack hoodie cause that place is coldddd) and get someone to send me back home.

I am really scared because not only do I have these 3 assignments, I also need to get started on my dissertation and revise for my Term 1 topics, which I have not been doing. This is kinda scary and makes me super anxious. But my main aim is to finish these 3 assignments (hopefully) by Week One. I can't do much this week because my plans were derailed by my sickness, but I am not complaining anymore, because these things do happen so I am stopping being that whiny person and instead try my best to condense a lot  in this week. I'm definitely not going to volunteer, unfortunately. But this would give me time to complete my ethics form for my assignment, do some work for my other module. That's my aim at this point. Please please pray for me. That I can do this.