Hey, I've changed my background! What do you think? The whole process of this new background is hard. Couldn't have done it without NIE and Melissa Teng's editing skills. During NIE, I had to edit loads of stuff. Tough work.I learnt a lot of new things though. Turns out I don't need photoshop to edit all the stuff. Really nice working with Azreena, Melissa and Natashia.

So, tomorrow is school. I wanted to use my conjunctivitis as an excuse to not go to school. But sadly, it is getting better and I have to go to school. *sad* I do not want to face her and my teachers. I do not want to get my exam results. I have this eerie feeling my results will be. Let's stop talking about it.

Secondly, my family has been asking me to go to MRSM after PMR. It's because they offer this cool scholarship where you can go to UK/Australia/Switzerland/US even before getting your SPM results (in condition you have to have good marks for every semester) They think I don't want to go cause I still want to stay in Sri Aman. But truthly,

I WANT TO GO.

Not that I hate my friends or anything, I will surely miss them (if I go) but hearing the fact that I will be guaranteed that I will go to top university outside Malaysia, I want to go.

My ambition for now is to go to Cambridge University. Cambridge for me is like Rachel's dream to Broadway.

What I'm considering:

Pure Mathematics

Finance

Economics

Medical Science

Pure Science

Yeah, I still haven't decided yet. If I choose to go to Pure Maths, I'll become a mathematician. And what will mathematicians do? When they get home, they'll end up teaching maths? I don't know. For finance, maybe I can be a Chief Finance Officer. Mom suggested for economics which I have no idea what will they teach there. Or, I'll just continue my uncle's footsteps by taking up Medic. And become a doctor. But look at him, he's so busy. He has to go on-call, he has no time for family and well it's a bit tough. But hey, no job is easy.

Life's a blur.

Bye.