I am faced with irksomeness and the dreadful 19th December is coming up. I am indeed in jeopardy.

I can't even begin to fathom on how erratic this year is. In a good way. So many good things have happened to me. I know PMR results haven't been posted yet but I cannot put into words on how blessed I am for this year. Thank you Allah.

The achievements that happened this year or the past few years are all of Allah's will. Therefore, I am thankful.


Allah extends provision for whom He wills and restricts [it]. And they rejoice in the worldly life, while the worldly life is not, compared to the Hereafter, except for [brief] enjoyment. 

Ar-Rad 13:26

I've been going through Quran words. The Holy Quran is the real definition of beauty. Inside and outside. Every word in it has a deep and intensive message to all believers. Therefore, we should never leave Al-Quran. Even at your worst, keep Al-Quran with you, its words deep in your thoughts. Whenever you feel down or alone, remember Allah SWT is always with you. There is this quran word once, "Isn't Allah SWT enough for His servants?" Once you commit to foolish things, you have fallen into the trap of the shaytan and you are further from Allah. Wouldn't it be such a blessing to be loved by Allah SWT?


What did I do today? I went to work. I think I got closer with my colleagues. I'm not the only minor there, there's a girl who is a year older and a guy with an unknown age who happens to be the girl's cousin. Then, there's the aunty who has been there even before I enrol myself in Kumon. I did a couple of quirky things after that. I just realized that my grandpa got me some fila foams. Therefore, I had yellow fila foam and I discovered I had a black paper. Anything with those colours ring a bell?

I did Batman crafts whee!