The doctor said I am not depressed.

But every day, I wake up and ask myself, "why do I live?"

I have a fear of failure, but what's the point of having that fear, if I already am one?

I haven't lost faith in Allah, at least I think I haven't.

But why do I feel empty?

(waiting for someone to DM me, come back to Allah, you need to pray more)

Before you say that, let me tell you, it is easy for you to say.

It is not easy when you're... like me.

But I am not diagnosed with depression so I am fine, I guess.

I just need to find

A reason to live.