1. This has honestly been the roughest month of this year. It truly is a helluva month, fr.

2. I have never been this unprepared for an exam. Thought I would never repeat uni days, but here I am. Though, it’s different this time bcs it’s not like I did not study. I am occupied with a LOT of things in life. Perhaps I could do a lot better next time. Lessons learnt.

3. I spent loads of time complaining, and I don’t believe in karma. But this truly feels like one.

4. Or rather, this is just another rough patch I have to go through. I’m just so bloody tired.

5. Actually, I am still considered very much blessed. Allah let me lose some, but I win more. It is true, with hardship there IS ease. Perhaps I can take a bit of the blessings, and appreciate them in the midst of this chaos.

6. There’s no shame in failing. And losing. And falling. And loving. And crying. 

7. I need to sort my life out. For real.