Once again,

I have royally screwed up. I wish I could remember things easily on top of my head, but I am too into my own world, that I just seem to forget.

And in turn, make the people around me upset. Because an “ok” is for them a promise, and by not doing so, I have broken my promise and the damage is done. When the damage is done, it’s hard to see what the future entails, when your current life is an utter mess.

Once again, I don’t know what my future holds. I realise, maybe whatever is happening is a sign from Allah on something. And as per, I don’t know what.

Perhaps the good thing I have going on is only meant to last briefly. Perhaps it could be forever. Whatever it is, life goes on.