I promised myself I will start tying my camel today.

But why is it so hard? 

Not a paper in sight

Why do I entertain the negative voices in my head?

Am I really that bad?

Have I not been given enough?

The only enemy I have is myself

Yup, I'm definitely not ok.

There's a lot I gotta fix, one of it is myself.

But that'll take forever. 

So I'm gonna let it sink in.

Because indeed,

I am not okay.