I think I understand why I have been restless for the past month

The insomnia and the lack of focus

Yes I admit, my heart was tugged

But it’s not just that

It’s the fact that

I already know

It’ll end in disappointment 

I will end up being stranded once again

And I will have to mend this oh-so fragile heart once again

This intensity

Has got to stop

I now have to take things

At face value

He opens up the door

He’s just being a decent human being

He drives me home

It’s upon my request

He waits for me with his dashing looks 

Because I was the one who passed him cookies

He bears his heart out to me

Because he has no one else, but me

The one friend he trusts

Therefore,

I shall take it as face value

Basic decency from men

Is not a privilege

It’s a right

Never put them on a pedestal

You’ll only make them feel uncomfortable 

Otherwise you lose

The only company

Who was there for you

Through your ups and downs