Miscellaneously confused

3:50 AM

I am now sitting at my study table thinking,

I used to be futuristic,always think before heading to school,today will be a GRREEEAATT DAY!,and now,I'm just thinking everyday will be normal.

sweeetposh: I’m just better.

I used to be happy,I do not care about how I looked like and just be myself,and now I am unhappy everyday,because everyone talked bad things about me and how I looked like and I had to always remind myself,

SENYUM, tak perlu kata apa-apa.

I used to be very optimistic,somehow I feel very pessimistic.

I used to hide myself,saying I was a perfectionist.Now,I don't care.

I eat a lot.I always promised myself to not eat like a hungry wolf and now,

itssofunfunfun: IN SHORT, I LOVE EATING xD

I used to be so guilty if I do bad things to Mama,now,

fantasticallyrebelliousglamour: Tumblr on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/10427662

I used to be humble and now,

Well,these growing up things really changed my mind awfully.I need to always remind myself that Allah will always be watching me.I cannot do these things anymore.I need to start being a faithful Muslim again.

I went Omegle-ing last few weeks.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: F?

You: yeah

You: u

Stranger: cool <3 im a male

Stranger: whats your name

You: ain

You: where r u frm

Stranger: ok my names Superman

Stranger: and im from England

You: cool

You: how old r u

Stranger: im 29

Stranger: i mean

Stranger: 19

Stranger: lol

Stranger: sorry typing error

Stranger: how old are you

You: lol

You: 13

Stranger: cool

Stranger: ains a male name isnt it

Stranger: ?

You: no

You: im malaysian

Stranger: oh ok

Stranger: muslim?

You: its a female name

You: yeah

You: u

Stranger: cool masha allah =)

Stranger: sister Ain

Stranger: lol

You: ure muslim too

Stranger: Yepp. Good guess

You: yay

Stranger: why yay! loool

You: at least there's someone muslim in omegle

Stranger: oh because you guessed right lol

You: yeah

Stranger: haha true. finally! aha

You: yeah

You: cos usually whenever i say imma muslim they disconnect me

Stranger: haha really

You: which part of england r u frm

Stranger: because theyr racist maybe

You: yeah

Stranger: im from east england :)

Stranger: but parents are from kashmir

You: cool

Stranger: near pakistan

Stranger: lol

Stranger: have you heard of it

You: yeah

You: of course

Stranger: brilliant :D

Stranger: so what are you up to sister Ain :D

You: im facebooking

You: n doing some assignment

Stranger: Cool :)

You: u

Stranger: good luck with your assignment

You: thanks

Stranger: just on internet :)

You: oh

You: do u hv fb

Stranger: Yup

You: can i add u?

You: wts ur name

Stranger: yes sure

Stranger: Ubaid Sajid

You: k

You: r u like a pilot or sumthin

Stranger: haha

Stranger: no i was just playing a game

You: oh

Stranger: not a pilot :O

Stranger: lol

You: lol

Stranger: too young to be a pilot

You: yeah

You: wat do u wanna be then

Stranger: A dentist Insha allah

You: oh nice

You: u can fix everyone's teeth

Stranger: Yes im at university right now. but got a long way to go

Stranger: and yeah haha. fix them clean them. whatever is needed

You: good luck with ur studies

Stranger: thankyou

Stranger: how about you

Stranger: what do you want to do?

You: hmm

You: im still thinking

You: im a maths person

You: probably a mathematician

Stranger: ah thats cool. Maths is all about logic :) very easy

You: or scientist

You: insya-Allah

Stranger: hope you achieve your goal

You: ok thanks

Stranger: Just believe in Allah that he is guiding you

Stranger: and you will reach it

You: thanks a lot :)

You: you too

Stranger: =D thanks

Stranger: ok i got to go

You: ok

You: i gtg too

Stranger: nice talking. take care :)

You: pray Asar

You: k take care

Stranger: okay cool cool :D

You: bye

Stranger: asalam x

You: waalaikummussalam

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