I wanna be a perfect daughter
But I am rude,
selfish,
complains about everything,
when I have everything.

I wanna be a perfect granddaughter,
But I don't know how to spend my time with them,
and now God is counting days,
the clock is ticking,
the angels are waiting,

I would love to say I tried,
but it won't be enough,
because - was it even enough?

I thought I worked hard,
to impress them,
to make them happy,

in the end

I am just,
a disappointment.

I am instead,

the rude daughter,
the selfish grandchild,
the notorious cousin,

the worst of them all.