i hate days where im on my bed unmotvated to do anything

this happens every day after a rejection

im so upset i wanna talk to this cute master’s student

but someone’s already got a hold of him

im so upset I’m having my menstrual cycle

so I can’t go for my swimming training session

which usually makes me very happy and energetic after

I dont feel like going to commercial today

because they’re not as friendly as beginner’s class

so its hard for me to catch up the choreography

I’m so grumpy

I wanna leave this house

I cannot deal with her lifestyle anymore

Even when it has nothing to do with me

Allah is testing me allah is testing me allah is testing me

I have to anticipate more and more rejections

I can’t do this to myself everyday

It’s getting sickening

To be lazy

This is not me

Time to

Get

Out

Of

Bed