I've just finished submitting my application to my secret project and I feel relieved, alhamdulillah. With regards to my previous secret projects, I always seem to get rejected but I guess this is real life, and adulting really enables me to have a thick skin. I will have to keep sending submissions till I've run out of options.

I don't really know what to update because I haven't done anything particularly important since winter break. I think I am so used to publicly telling people about my life, this time around I'm going to try and keep it to myself and my close friends, until I am ready to open up to people again.

With that said, I am