Oh god, what did I just say? I thought as my swollen eyes look into her calm, soothing eyes.

oh no, I said something I shouldn't, didn't I?

oh no, this is going to bite me in the arse later,

"hey, your life has gotten so much better since you opened up"

maybe it does

maybe I am an open book

do I trust people with my deepest, darkest secrets?

no.

but maybe one day, instead of thinking this will backfire,

it will be a blessing instead.