Today is one of my happy days, 

So I will write it down.

Last week I was sad after the announcement that another senior of mine is abruptly transferring to another team, then a senior said, "why should you be sad? We just had a great kbbq, things are alright!"

He is right in a way, I guess the thing about people leaving is that, in my head, I feel that they are going to leave forever. Or at least, we won't be as close as we would be. And that thought scared me, but I guess, that's just one of my abandonment issues kicking in.

So I guess I just have to remind myself that not everyone is my deadbeat dad, they may no longer be close to you, but they will still be around to support you. 

I also had my first teambuilding event with my department and I genuinely had so much fun. I definitely wished it was longer because it was a casual yet memorable event. Everyone came out of their shell and I love how we are so competitive. It makes me realise how Allah really protects me, and how I am just so grateful to be with these bright, energetic people. 

I am also taking another exam, and my life depends on this. I want to do very well, I have a senior and a friend who are helping me address my queries. I will use my failure in my recent exam to improve. 

I am glad that I was sad, but for now, things are going good, and I am content.