But you don’t owe me an apology.

I misspoke,

You are probably left confused.

Because truth is,

You didn’t do anything wrong.

The only wrong thing you did,

So I guess,

That’s the end of our story

The one I crafted so meticulously in my head

I shall stop painting the portrait of us

We’ll be right where we started

As friends who stuck by one another through thick and thin

I shall let you go

And continue to find a soulmate

That doesn’t feel so soul crushing

Time is running short anyways,

You’ll be off to your new future

God is truly on my side

When I said, 

If he is not the one,

Then show me

And He shows me,

Rather immediately.

So goodbye for now,

I’ll taper off

From putting you on a pedestal

Off you go

To the concrete jungle

Where your dreams are made of

While I continue to chase my dreams

In my homeland 

Right where I need to be