it turns out, 

i was indeed overreacting.

i couldn’t look you in the eye,

how can i?

when i was angered by the thought of you

running to someone so undeserving

but then again

would you even choose me?

the concrete jungle awaits

but you would rather speak

about the time you hitchhiked

with the girl i can’t ever beat

you won’t remember

the days i go on battlefields

but you would do anything

to keep her safe

you would smile

if i say hi to you in shuttle buses

but would you run

if i call for help?

falling for you

makes me insecure

am i deserving of this feeling?

i want to be okay

what happened to the secure me?

am i losing myself again?

are the questions i ask myself

and the reasons why

i shall stop liking you