things i say to comfort myself

5:34 AM

you deserve better,

is what I tell myself.

his loss,

is what I tell myself.

you're so cool, why wouldn't anyone want you?

is what I tell myself.

but he just didn't feel the same,

is what I eventually tell myself.

i don't want him to feel guilty,

i really don't.

i want to be able to nod and smile at him if he passes by,

i run to the nearest toilet and shed a tear if he does.

dude, he's just a guy,

yes, he is, but it still hurts.

you're only 27, literally a long way to go,

while I feel stuck in every aspect of my life.

when have you touched base with God since this happened?

you there?

i'm talking to you.

what if He just wants you to call upon Him,

like you always did back then?

give it a try, okay?

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