I am faced with irksomeness and the dreadful 19th December is coming up. I am indeed in jeopardy.

I can't even begin to fathom on how erratic this year is. In a good way. So many good things have happened to me. I know PMR results haven't been posted yet but I cannot put into words on how blessed I am for this year. Thank you Allah.

The achievements that happened this year or the past few years are all of Allah's will. Therefore, I am thankful.


Allah extends provision for whom He wills and restricts [it]. And they rejoice in the worldly life, while the worldly life is not, compared to the Hereafter, except for [brief] enjoyment. 

Ar-Rad 13:26

I've been going through Quran words. The Holy Quran is the real definition of beauty. Inside and outside. Every word in it has a deep and intensive message to all believers. Therefore, we should never leave Al-Quran. Even at your worst, keep Al-Quran with you, its words deep in your thoughts. Whenever you feel down or alone, remember Allah SWT is always with you. There is this quran word once, "Isn't Allah SWT enough for His servants?" Once you commit to foolish things, you have fallen into the trap of the shaytan and you are further from Allah. Wouldn't it be such a blessing to be loved by Allah SWT?


What did I do today? I went to work. I think I got closer with my colleagues. I'm not the only minor there, there's a girl who is a year older and a guy with an unknown age who happens to be the girl's cousin. Then, there's the aunty who has been there even before I enrol myself in Kumon. I did a couple of quirky things after that. I just realized that my grandpa got me some fila foams. Therefore, I had yellow fila foam and I discovered I had a black paper. Anything with those colours ring a bell?

I did Batman crafts whee!

Before I proceed, allow me to speak in Malay.

I never really had a post using my language before so, this is to pre-practice for my talk. And yes I am at school.

Jihad? Apakah maksud jihad?
Perkataan Jihad berasal daripada perkataan Arab, Jaahada yang bermaksud mengerahkan segenap tenaga dan kemampuan dalam wujud perkataan atau perbuatan dalam perang.

Rakan-rakan, terdapat beberapa peringkat jihad iaitu:
a) Jihad dengan lisan - kegiatan dakwah seperti bimbingan, ceramah dan nasihat yang mementingkan amar makruf dan nahi mungkar.
b) Jihad dengan tangan- gunakan kekuatan fizikal bagi mempertahankan agama Islam seperti jihad tulisan dan berperang untuk agama Islam
c) Jihad Qital (berperang) - kemuncak jihad di jalan Allah
Firman Allah SWT:
"Dan berjuanglah (di jalan) Allah dengan perjuangan yang sebenarnya"

Mengapakah kita perlu berjihad?
-Diberi pahala besar
-Menjadi salah satu ahli syurga di hari Akhirat kelak
-dapat hidayah dan rahmat dari Allah SWT 

Bagaimanakah kita para pelajar berjihad ke jalan Allah SWT?
Dengan belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Libatkan diri dengan aktiviti-aktiviti yang mendatangkan kebaikan supaya negara Islam dapat berkembang maju.

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"Please tie your shoelace"
"Please stop talking"
"Shh!"
"Nails, socks"
"Where's your slip?"
"I am going to demerit you"

"If you don't fast, you'll be worse than a chicken"

Yesterday was our Prophet Muhammad's birthday. Of all those challenges people give him, he never stops sending messages to the Quraisy about Islam due to Allah's order. He's my idol. Forever.
In United States, it is officially Darren Criss' birthday. Happy birthday, boyfriend who doesn't know I exist!

Enough of me fantasizing about Darren. Have you watched the new Michael episode of Glee?

It was ah-may-zing! Here are some performances:




I know the Smooth Criminal and Wanna Be Startin' Somethin' video are private, too lazy to search for it. Besides, I bet only 5% of you will watch these videos.


I'm sorry this is a short post. I have loads of story to be told, but I have very less time. Off to swimming practice! Swimming MSSD is so near. Bye!

Assalamualaikum and greetings everyone. Today is the day where our books which the angels wrote our attitudes,either it's bad or good, will be changed into a new one right after Maghrib.Me and my mom read Yasin 3 times. I made a lot of mistakes, I really do. Now it's time for me to turn over a new leaf.
-I shall not make excuses for praying or reading Al-Quran
-I shall be happy and will not care about what other people say about me i.e, looks,etc.
-I shall stop hating or disliking people.Let them be who they are,nobody's perfect.
-I shall not think I'm the only one who is less fortunate.There are more people who are less fortunate than be.I shall be thankful of what Allah has given me.
-I shall study
-I shall stop saying things that will make me a bad person.

Help me,readers.Pray for me I will achieve all these manifestos.Believe me,I've tried doing this to myself.It just doesn't work.Maybe with the help of you readers I will be a better person,Insha-Allah.Amin.

Later,we changed our places.I was the one who suggested it to Puan Sabrina,it was actually to help 'someone' from getting bullied by 'somebody'.So yeah,we changed our place.I am now sitting beside Arishya.Arishya and most of her gangs are near me.I better not get distracted by them.The 'someone' is now away from that 'somebody'.I can still hang with Pavitra,the class monitor.

Then there's seni,
I haven't completed it so yeah,that's why its so ugly.Anyway as I was painting,I didn't realized that Khairah's poster colour has turned to water colour.It spilt all over my baju kurung I was like,"OMG!"Ugh like there's blood all over.Gross

So I had BSMM.I've worn my PJ shirt.I was about to drink a Milo tin and damn-the water spilt on my shirt.Today's like a messy day for me.Every Wednesday is my bad day.it's like I'm cursed or something on Wednesday.I had to kawad.For no reason.Bukannye ada competition pun,getting my skin tanned only.We used half of our time playing with Bomba.It's kinda boring but at least it's way better than kawad.
They also got McD from their advisors.I was like '"Whaa?!" I want some too.Hani gave me a few french fries.Thanks,Honey.

Gotta do my kerja kursus..BYE